Do I have to?

Have you ever been in the mood to just sit around do nothing on certain days? I’m sure being in college, you’ve all had that experience. I think a natural laziness comes over teens when they enter college. Anyway, have you ever had one of those lazy days on a weekend? For some reason, this seems so not ok when you’re in college. I don’t know how anyone else feels, but sometimes I feel pressured to be active on a Friday and Saturday night. It’s like when you enter college, you must be teenage college mode, which means going out on the weekend. I feel like if I don’t go out, I’ll be a loser. But sometimes, I just want to hang out and watch a movie.

Then I have another problem I think about. When I sit back at the dorm on a Friday or Saturday night, I sense that I’m missing something with my friends. It’s always just my luck that something really exciting goes on at a party when I’m not there and that just makes me feel guilty. Is it weird to feel this way? I don’t want to be known as the loser who doesn’t go out and party! I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love going out and partying or just going out, but sometimes I just don’t want to.