Superstitious being

Well first off I would like to just mention that I read everyone's comments they left on my blog (I will admit, I was very excited when I saw I had four whole comments...yay!) and I saw that someone was "inspired" from my writings. I'm sure everyone has this same feeling about their own blogs, but I think my entries are pretty boring. If I was to read my own entries, I would not be impressed what-so-ever. In no way are they interesting or have any point to them. Don't get me wrong, it's very flattering some of you "understand" and "get me," but now I feel like I'm going to lose this little touch of mine. Maybe I'm just being superstitious, but it's like when someone tells you that you are doing great at something and all of a sudden you're not good at that particular thing anymore. It's weird how it happens. I don't like when my mind plays games on me! I guess the main point of this blog is to warn all of you (especially those who enjoy my writings) that they are about to go downhill. I'm not trying to have low self esteem or anything like that, but if they all of a sudden become boring and unreadable, don't be suprised! I am going to try really hard to write some inspirational and meaningful entries. I hope you all enjoy!